The Best You

The biggest problem I find myself having lately is the amount of attention I put into things.

The things that don't necessarily need to be done now are getting done, and when it comes time to do the important things, it slips my mind or I find an excuse.

These plants are ones my grandmother used to care for when she was alive. Less than a year ago we lost her. Today this is what they look like. I worried about them when I left, but a close friend still maintains her home for anyone to come visit.

It reminds me that some way or another it needs to be done. It's not going to magically happen. There is effort that needs to be put forth to get certain results, and participating in things like schoolwork is what needs to be done. There are only a couple weeks left, and I'm never going to get this same experience again.

What am I going to do with it? 

Usually I give up because I'm bored, but remain satisfied at the results because I gained more than what I had, but why not try? At least then I can say I did right...hmmm.

Curious...